THE WORD PROCLAIMED

Christ Church Cathedral
Hartford, Connecticut

Pentecost 1988
The Reverend Richard T. Nolan

     

     What a celebration we're having: the baptism of Caitlin Marie and the birthday of the Christian Church!

     So what! Isn't baptism a routine ceremony for babies? Isn't Pentecost just one more Sunday connected to an unbelievable story? For some people, that IS all there is to it.

     But there is so much more meaning to baptism and Pentecost, when we open our hearts and minds to what they both can be to you and me.

     Did you ever have someone say to you "What are you going to be when you grow up?" That's an awful question to ask anyone; it's often irritating to create a reply. The question seems to imply that you're a nobody until you've grown up (whenever that is). It suggests that you're only a somebody when you've got a job (preferably one with status).

     Are all the children, unemployed and retired people a collection of relatively worthless nobodies?

     There's another problem with asking "What are you going to be when you grow up?" Disappointing answers are often given; questioners don't receive answers they'd really prefer to have! When I was in nursery school, the first job I ever wanted was to be the man who cranked the gates up and down at train crossings; I'm sure my family would have preferred more prestigious inclinations. Early in a Roman Catholic elementary school, when the Dominican nuns wore clothes that showed only their faces, I though it would be wonderful to be a nun! I can't recall my parents' reaction.

     How many of us try to become somebody of worth and significance through our occupations! It's as if individuals are their jobs! We might even associate only with people whose jobs have sufficient prestige to impress us.

     When adults gather as strangers at social events, what is it they want to know right after names are exchanged? Yes, what you do! I dread those moments; with my composite career, what should I answer? I'm not ashamed of what I do, but people try to relate to me according to their values and pictures of what I do. If I answer "teacher," they want to know what kind; I say “college professor,” and I become more worth talking to; pressed further, I say in a community college, and they're clearly disappointed, and in their eyes I am somewhat of a lesser human being than if I could have said "a professor at Harvard." Does my part-time position at Berkeley Divinity School at YALE make me more acceptable?

     Do I say a “writer” and then probably disappoint them that my writing is only philosophy textbooks? Should I say "priest" and conjure up images from Jimmy Swaggart to St. Francis? Should I mention Christ Church Cathedral, which suggests I might have more on the ball than when I was vicar of a rural church. Or should I say President of The Litchfield Institute, Inc., which does sound classy!?

     And, how will I be identified and evaluated, if I become incapacitated, unemployed, or when I retire? Who am I then?

     I am grateful to serve in these various ways, but none of them is who I am, now that I'm somewhat grown up. I do NOT look in the mirror and see a priest, a teacher, or any other of the responsibilities I have. I do not look at you and see a collection of roles, functions, and occupations. I don't even see Episcopalians.

     I understand us all as individually named and unique children of God, male and female, young and old. This morning through the ancient rite of baptism, Caitlin Marie is being named and received into the worldwide fellowship of children of God, the Christian Church. This is who she is; this is who I am; and this is who you are.

     Everything that you and I do, all the family roles we have, all of our responsibilities, are given perspective, are put in their proper place, by our common baptism as unique children of God. This is who I see in a mirror; this is who I see gathered here today.

     There is little outside of this building which will support such an identity. That "you are what you do," that your worth as a human being depends upon the prestige of what you do, is simply taken for granted.

     Consequently, we need strength to really believe and feel that we are indeed primarily children of God. We need that something else to remind us and nurture us in this identity. The gift of God's Holy Spirit provides us with that needed fire, power, and spirit as we gather and when we're dispersed.

     We've heard in today's reading a poetic, richly symbolic account of the Holy Spirit's activity at the first Pentecost. The gathered disciples experienced what only could be described as a "noise like that of a strong, driving wind," "fire," and “power." They became enthusiastic! They not only knew who they were: they found power to live truly as children of God. The Christian Church was born!

     They were not made into perfect human beings. They continued to make mistakes. But their lives had a new exciting meaning and strength.

     What we're doing here today is NOT a routine ceremony for babies! We are not supposed to be victims of one more unbelievable story from the Bible. We are celebrating the deepest meaning of life, our baptism (who we are), and the renewing power from God to live this life. As Caitlin Marie is baptized, we receive her into the Christian life; you and I renew our own baptismal promises; we celebrate the Church's birthday as we remember and experience here the powerful, nurturing Spirit of Pentecost ...all in the Name of the Father, the Son, and the Holy Spirit! AMEN.